We will survive, this time Thrive | Onnaloves

Onnaloves is the Bionic Ballerina. This is her ongoing story, under and above water. This episode features: I made a flawed decision to take a trip abroad and climb a career ladder that was unsupported in every way. It broke me down and I was able to get out and return to LA, in more debt and a little worse for wear. But now my focus is rebuilding myself after this 2 year set back. I have much to do. Rebuild my mind, happiness, my body, and my lifestyle. I’ve decided to do that I must live the way I want and bring the life I want towards me. I will never believe in another person who fails to remember promises let alone keep them again. I do not believe in another persons future fantasy. I believe in what I can achieve for myself. Now that I am free, I am happy, with what I have left, I feel free and happy. I work hard during the week with what little focus energy I have, to come and play here on the beach on a Sunday. My friends have pulled me back into their lives and I begin training again. The physicality of living joy through play is important. Without friends to share playful experiments and possibilities of little challenges, the mind cannot also adapt. My mind grew this week, it accepted the playful energy, and gave me more focus time to be productive this week. Soon, the regret of the last two and a half years will be fulfilled and replaced with a catch up that I have worked hard by myself to attain. I have goals to do my underwater art again, but I cannot yet afford to have the pool cleaned and heated. That’s the first milestone I will award myself when I make my first income of my new business. My business model is to help other creative people achieve their dream. And to do that I am living mine. I’ve had a rich life, full of pitfalls and bad decisions. But I have always survived and come out thriving. This time, I learned I don’t need a mentor, I don’t need an employer, I am stronger than I have ever been in my life. I’ve always been my own example - and to that end attracted many followers who related in some way, and deserve a better quality of life also. #narcfree #narcsurvivor #autistic


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